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Aug 26, 2005 13:02

Sometimes I feel like I have no regard for how other people feel or that I have some kinda "fuck you--everybody" attitude. I feel like that because it's what I do sometimes. People swim, but they ain't sea creatures or amphibians.

I love to ad-lib in class, ya know? We have to do a speech or dictate somethin' fairly often. Even if I'm reading a book, I still sneak in words that aren't there to make the read more comfortable. I'll have an essay all typed out and STILL make shit up. Oh man, what feels the best is when you're required to have a speech prepared and you just make it up as you go along. My flow is good enough to pull that off(as long as I know what I'm talking about). I'm good at speaking to people because I don't bullshit 'em. Yeah, I'll make stuff up, but I don't speak in a way that's detatched from their experience. I try to be light enough for everyone to follow but still string things together to impress the teacher. I like to get some audience participation when I can as well. Hell, I get comfortable enough to curse in front of the class. I dunno how that happened.

There are a bunch of weird folk in highschool. I don't know if college will be more intense in that aspect or not. For right now, there are too many people who are concerned about their placement socially, economically, and the rest are built up on being "complicated". What's a complicated person? Stupid. I'm just gonna leave it at that. Wait, one more--stupid.

Beat ya.
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