saddest entry yet...
This morning at around 6:30, Michael Laarkamp passed away. I have been praying so hard and I know that so many others have too. I feel horrible. I want to give him my life so nobody feels this pain. I can only imagine what his family is going through. I called my brother Warren today. He is Michaels age, and I have no idea what I would do without him. We only talked for a minute but I had to hear his voice. Weird I guess. I missed a final this morning. I couldn't have really done it. I am thinking way to much. But yeah, I guess I will go for now. Please continue to pray for The Laarkamp family and for Michael. God Bless him. He lived so strong against the cancer, may he rest now with peace and ease. Love you all.
Brandi Diane
My first day of recess
They all laughed at me
When I fell off the swing set
And scraped up my knee
The nurse called my Momma
To say I'd be late
And when she gave me the phone
I could hear Momma say
I'm so sorry son
Oh I think you're so brave
And she was smiling when she said
When you come home
No matter how far
Run through the door and into my arms
It's where you are loved
It's where you belong
And I will be here
When you come home
I waved good-bye through the window
As I boarded the plane
My first job in Houston was waiting for me
I found a letter from Momma
Tucked in my coat
And as I flew down the runway
I smiled when she wrote
I'll miss you son
You'll be so far away
But I'll be waiting for the day
When you come home
No matter how far
Run through the door and into my arms
It's where you are loved
It's where you belong
And I will be here
When you come home
Well I don't think she can hear you now
The doctor told me
Your mother is fading
It's best that you leave
So I whispered I love you
And then turned away
But I stopped at the door
When I head Momma say
I love you son
But they're calling me away
Promise me before I go
When you come home
No matter how far
Run through the door and into my arms
It's where you are loved
It's where you belong
And I will be here
When you come home
Brandi Diane
My first day of recess
They all laughed at me
When I fell off the swing set
And scraped up my knee
The nurse called my Momma
To say I'd be late
And when she gave me the phone
I could hear Momma say
I'm so sorry son
Oh I think you're so brave
And she was smiling when she said
When you come home
No matter how far
Run through the door and into my arms
It's where you are loved
It's where you belong
And I will be here
When you come home
I waved good-bye through the window
As I boarded the plane
My first job in Houston was waiting for me
I found a letter from Momma
Tucked in my coat
And as I flew down the runway
I smiled when she wrote
I'll miss you son
You'll be so far away
But I'll be waiting for the day
When you come home
No matter how far
Run through the door and into my arms
It's where you are loved
It's where you belong
And I will be here
When you come home
Well I don't think she can hear you now
The doctor told me
Your mother is fading
It's best that you leave
So I whispered I love you
And then turned away
But I stopped at the door
When I head Momma say
I love you son
But they're calling me away
Promise me before I go
When you come home
No matter how far
Run through the door and into my arms
It's where you are loved
It's where you belong
And I will be here
When you come home