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So.... the past couple of days went okay.......well it was good... till yesterday........
Starting Fri... Adam and I had a long talk during p.e.. I wanted to cry but didnt... i cant really talk person to person, im better on the phone or on the internet.. Just when im talkin person to person I tend to just let out ALLLLL my emotions! Anyways we talked and that relieved a lot of idk... i guess u can say tension?
Lunch came and it was absolutly amazing... I want a redo for that!!
Then I was sooo good on Sat as well.. went to fresno....bought ddr!! and like omg!! freakin awesome!!!
Then Sunday.... My one and only cat got ran over!! Still alive!! but back end doesnt work that well.. which sucks!! I cried inside soo much, didnt show feelings to family! Then the only person who I really wanted to talk to was Adam. I called and he was having to much fun w/friends in San Fran.. Yeah, I admit.. I did get upset.. just.. i really wanted to talk to him and like he was busy... Alyssa told me one time that whatever that person is doing always comes first.. So since adam was w/friends... that they come first, not me.. Soo I tried to listen to her advice but i cudnt.. i wanted him to myself that point.. then i started cryin..
Then today.. Monday.. Felt like crap, didnt go to school.... 1 bcuz i did feel like crap....2...my cat.. im REALLY close to that cat, which is named Bubbles... and i couldnt see him hurt.. I just cryed alone the whole day.. then i went outside w/him to have him go to the restroom and go back inside but while i was out there my mom came out and i started bawling! I felt so bad cuz i couldnt do nothin to help him.. NOTHIN!!! I know sum people are prolly thinkin... "why she cryin over an amimal?" well im srry.. im VERY attached to animals! Got a problem? Srry!!