The Photo Paper Burns My Eyeballs.
So today was the last day of school. The last day of Sophomore year. I loved Sophomore year. I loved it. What can I say? I loved it... Maybe because it ended on such a high note. Finals were an entire confetti cake, and I can drive, and this summer is going to be the most amazing yet. I just hope that they stay this fun and amazing. Maybe a little bit of sun too? That would be nice...
Its been fourteen days since I have written in this thing. I have a lot to confess, but I really don't want to type it all out. All I really want to say is that I hate it when I get my hopes up, and then there is a terrible let down. That is probably the worst feeling of life. It happened in 8th grade, when I was expecting to get the lead in the school play, and me, being really selfish, because I was at the time, cried for days when I got the second biggest part. I was so sad. And it was Valentines Day at the time, and the person I had the world largest crush on gave a ring to someone else, and oh, it was just a bad bad bad day that day. But that wasn't the point of this story. It was about how I had my hopes WAY up, and it was a horrible let down.
And I cried.
For days.
And days.
Life goes on though, I suppose.
I don't really want to talk about today's let down, because it is silly and embrassing, but I mentioned it just because it is on my mind. And I really don't know who reads this, so I don't really want to tell the world. In fact, if you don't already know, I don't want to talk about it at all.
Man, I am being negative.
So basically it started out an absolutely fantastic day. Then it got better, with going out to lunch with some of my favorite people, and then it was excellent. Then it got bad Not bad, but worse than what it was.
Right now there are a lot of I don't knows in my life. And I don't like it. I wish it could all be figured out, and be happy and just the way that I want it to be. But that will never happen. There are just a few things that I really want answered, and I don't think they will be answered any time soon. Unfortunately for me.
My New Years resolution was to floss more. And I have kind of accomplished that. Not as much as I should, but I have gotten a lot better about it. In case you were curious about my New Years resolutions and dental hygiene.
Sometimes I wonder what I should be doing right now...