I Tripped Over The Ruler

Jan 18, 2005 20:31


You step a little closer to me, So close that I can't see what's going on.

I had a really great day.  I don't know what it was, but it made it great.  Great. Wonderful. Marvelous.  Simply Fantastic.  Perhaps it was some good news that was thrown my way that made me so "chipper," who knows.  I was just in a good mood.

We played Jeopardy in Chemistry tooooday.  Our team lost, and what I have discovered is that I can do all of the proper calculations correctly, but not as fast as the other team.  But I suppose the point of it is to get the right answer, so I am perfectly contento.

Emily says that theres not much "juice" in this.  I apologize that I am not the most interesting person in the world.  I try, I really do.

How about this?

Last night I was listening to more sad sad sad music, and I started crying.  It wasn't because of the sad music, though I'm sure that might be a contributor.  But I was crying because I was a horrible friend to Maddi. Horrible, just horrible.  I was a bad bad person, and I felt SO guilty.  I felt just terrible.  To make this "juicy" I will include details...

So on Sunday night, a bunch of people came over, and we were partying, and Joey called Maddi (please don't ask me which Joey, because that should be pretty obvious) and Maddi doesn't have service at my house, so she asked if she could use my house phone.  I said no because I thought it was rude to call another when there are guests over.  I think thats pretty straight forward.

Then the next day, I was talking to Joey, and (I honestly don't know why) I told Joey that Maddi didn't want to talk to him, and didn't want to call him back.  Well, my friends, that a BIG FAT lie.  I am a liar.  To Joey.  You may be thinking, okay that's not that bad, you are tooootally over reacting, but then Maddi texts me and seems a little bit angry.  So I tell the truth, that I lied.  But to make matters worse, Joey doesn't believe Maddi and thinks that she's lying about the fact that I am lying.  Seems a little bit redundant, don't you think?

Anyways, so I am responsible for yet another tiff between Joey and Maddi and I am forever apologetic.  For reals.

That's not the entire reason why I was upset, it's just some things going on within my family that are troubling me.  Family problems are always the worst problems.

Who knows, perhaps I was over reacting, but I have been crying a lot lately.  Call it PMS, called it mood swings.

Hell, let's blame puberty. woo!

Point being, I had a great day today, and I don't know why.

We lost to Grant, embrassingly.  But I am still in a good mood.

Chemistry test tomorow.  Now that, I am not happy about.
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