Lay It On the Line =)
Okay....so I'm a weirdo...I'd like to just get that out of the way before I explain!!! OKay..this is the last time I write this...and I'm done..and I know all of you who hear me talk about are cheering in the background. Okay....so I have to talk about the Alfalfanator. Oh..and I'd like to thank a special person for that one =) You know who you are!!! *wink*
OKay...let me jump in...so...as you know...since I've been back from Seattle...Ive been thinking about the Alfalfanator....I cant help it...I NEVER like anyone....NEVER. YOu guys know this....and I mean really like....not just my imaginary crushes like Eric Dill. Soooo....here's the thing...I"m here..and he's there....right?......so what do I do?? Eat my feelings....cuz I'm thinking that's what I should do. I've had a thing for him since i met him back in february. Even when I dated Robbie..I still had a thing for him (PS saw Robbie..it was weird...he looks skinner.)....so ...I've been all flirty over here in Idaho..and I can't tell what he thinks. Normally...I'm very upfront..and like..."Hey...Alfalfanator...I've had a thing for you for like 6 months...and being around last weekend was great...and I adore you"..okay....maybe I've already said those things..but in a half joking sort of way..which i TOTALLY wasnt joking..but i could NEVER allow myself to be too vulnerable..right? Sooooo....anyways..i think i'm going to just kinda STOP being an idiot..and just see how things go..i'm going back home to seattle on the 15th..and AGAIN on the 24th...so I'll have time to see...maybe a secret dinner party....right??? so anyways....that's my spill....we'll see how things unfold..I'm just going to lay back and see what he does....Oh..he did call me last night..isnt that cute??
Well...other than that..i hope everyone is good...i've been in such a weird mood lately..so tonight should be good for me.....and fun...i'm determined to have some fun.=)
PS...and while I'm out...i hope all the scary myspace people that i've been denying dont find me out..tell me why a couple saturday nights ago i was out with wes and shawn..and i ran into like 20 creepy peopel i DID NOT want to see..and like 15 of them were scary myspace pepole that I denied....well....i'll hve my friend beat them up..LOL...riiight...like ryan could beat anyone up =)
OKay...let me jump in...so...as you know...since I've been back from Seattle...Ive been thinking about the Alfalfanator....I cant help it...I NEVER like anyone....NEVER. YOu guys know this....and I mean really like....not just my imaginary crushes like Eric Dill. Soooo....here's the thing...I"m here..and he's there....right?......so what do I do?? Eat my feelings....cuz I'm thinking that's what I should do. I've had a thing for him since i met him back in february. Even when I dated Robbie..I still had a thing for him (PS saw Robbie..it was weird...he looks skinner.)....so ...I've been all flirty over here in Idaho..and I can't tell what he thinks. Normally...I'm very upfront..and like..."Hey...Alfalfanator...I've had a thing for you for like 6 months...and being around last weekend was great...and I adore you"..okay....maybe I've already said those things..but in a half joking sort of way..which i TOTALLY wasnt joking..but i could NEVER allow myself to be too vulnerable..right? Sooooo....anyways..i think i'm going to just kinda STOP being an idiot..and just see how things go..i'm going back home to seattle on the 15th..and AGAIN on the 24th...so I'll have time to see...maybe a secret dinner party....right??? so anyways....that's my spill....we'll see how things unfold..I'm just going to lay back and see what he does....Oh..he did call me last night..isnt that cute??
Well...other than that..i hope everyone is good...i've been in such a weird mood lately..so tonight should be good for me.....and fun...i'm determined to have some fun.=)
PS...and while I'm out...i hope all the scary myspace people that i've been denying dont find me out..tell me why a couple saturday nights ago i was out with wes and shawn..and i ran into like 20 creepy peopel i DID NOT want to see..and like 15 of them were scary myspace pepole that I denied....well....i'll hve my friend beat them up..LOL...riiight...like ryan could beat anyone up =)