a little lost

Nov 22, 2004 03:06

What did i do today? hmmm oh yeah i cleaned my room which took like 30 minutes (it wasnt a bad case). ...ive been feeling really hideous lately...i dunno i feel really ugly and stuff...thats been getting me in bad mood yesterday i looked myself in the mirror and started crying i hate the way i look. today i was also like really pissy and made me and Manny fight again. Oh yeah, Mark called me this morning too but i missed it cuz i was sleeping, i called him back and he told me he wanted to chill, i told him that i'd go so i took a shower got manny and went to his place... we chilled for like an hour and a half, Manny was getting on my nerves a bit, him and mark seemed like they were flirting and that got me even in a worse mood, i really dont know why, i guess cuz like Mark is my ex and so is Manny and... i guess im just being dumb but i dunno is botherd me. So we left Mark's and went to my house where me and Manny had a bigger fight about how our friendship is going he got so mad he almost left but i started getting high and i calmed down, i talked to him about how i was feeling and well he didnt understand but not alot of people do,so we smoked some more and then planned to go see sponge bob,i waited for my mom to get home for money. But we wanted some extra goodies before the movie so we went to Victahs nd chilled i bought some goodies and then we chilled at Mannys for a bit smoked then we were off to Flippers, The movie was pretty cute. we laughed alot and loud in the Theater. thats about it really...after droppping Manny off i came home and now im bored!
@j
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