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We talked briefly today
about what happens when he leaves for college
he still doesn't want to do long distance
he says i will need to move on
he says he'll probably do a lot of stupid things in an attempt to heal
but instead why don't we just not break?
we could just sort of disintigrate. Stay together. Call eachother everyday then miss a day here and there then once a week and then just fade...painless and mutual.
i can't imagine a world where i don't hear his voice everyday
well i can but it makes me want to cry
about what happens when he leaves for college
he still doesn't want to do long distance
he says i will need to move on
he says he'll probably do a lot of stupid things in an attempt to heal
but instead why don't we just not break?
we could just sort of disintigrate. Stay together. Call eachother everyday then miss a day here and there then once a week and then just fade...painless and mutual.
i can't imagine a world where i don't hear his voice everyday
well i can but it makes me want to cry