I can't believe I did that... GAH!
Okay, so I had been planning on telling my teachers about the guys for a little while now. My science teacher knows, 'cause she's my "mentor"- we dont talk much about it at the moment, but we'll see.
But I told my Spanish teacher today. For the fifteen minutes of SSR, I was planning what I was going to say, and my heart was pounding like crazy, and I was shaking (before, during, and for half an hour after), and sweating, and in all sorts of knots. He wasnt mad- a little freaked out, but not mad. *half smile* and he told me that he'd help me talk to the school psychologist. I was kinda relieved when I left... but ten minutes later, it actually sunk in, and I was like *OMG!!! I *told* him! What'd I do that for!!!* And I freaked out.
THEN, I go to the guidance office this afternoon... and I find out that I have to get a signed note from a parent to talk to the psychologist. One- *why* cant I make any decisions about my own mental life? and two- my parents arent gonna do that! I'll ask, they'll ask why, I'll say, and they'll be all "you dont have multiple personalities- shut up and be normal."
GAH!!!! I'm stuck. And pissed. And really wishing there's a loophole. Ugh. Later.
But I told my Spanish teacher today. For the fifteen minutes of SSR, I was planning what I was going to say, and my heart was pounding like crazy, and I was shaking (before, during, and for half an hour after), and sweating, and in all sorts of knots. He wasnt mad- a little freaked out, but not mad. *half smile* and he told me that he'd help me talk to the school psychologist. I was kinda relieved when I left... but ten minutes later, it actually sunk in, and I was like *OMG!!! I *told* him! What'd I do that for!!!* And I freaked out.
THEN, I go to the guidance office this afternoon... and I find out that I have to get a signed note from a parent to talk to the psychologist. One- *why* cant I make any decisions about my own mental life? and two- my parents arent gonna do that! I'll ask, they'll ask why, I'll say, and they'll be all "you dont have multiple personalities- shut up and be normal."
GAH!!!! I'm stuck. And pissed. And really wishing there's a loophole. Ugh. Later.