I haven't made two posts this close together since...
Well, I'm back again. Not much has happened... in two days... but I just wanted to put down some things that have made me quite excited. I AM WRITING. A LOT. Jumping from fanfic to novel to editing old fanfic... But my brain's actually working again, and I got the URGE to write yesterday/day before. Like, impatiently twitching all day in school while I couldn't get to my notebook because I had IDEAS. This has not happened to me in a VERY long time.
Maybe as result of this/why it started.. plurality's touching back in, which also makes me feel very good. Last weekend I had my first soulbonding experience since.. god.. before Spain? I don't know. Emma did the grocery shopping with my stepmom, and it was just so nice to feel someone besides me be there again. And Mitarai's coming back, too. A dream about him inspired my recent fanfiction (though I hope it didn't actually happen- still need to communicate a little on that) and the connection with him has been growing stronger when I carry around his/my old sweatshirt. (Wonder if I'll ever start using "we" again. Kinda miss that. XD)
So... yeah. Life's not perfect, but enough good things are happening that I'm actually looking forward to the future again. I'm feeling more confident than I used to, I'm taking the initiative on things... I'm gaining traits/skills that I've never had before. I feel like I'm finally coming out of that endless tunnel of adolescent angst. And that just makes me very happy. :)
Maybe as result of this/why it started.. plurality's touching back in, which also makes me feel very good. Last weekend I had my first soulbonding experience since.. god.. before Spain? I don't know. Emma did the grocery shopping with my stepmom, and it was just so nice to feel someone besides me be there again. And Mitarai's coming back, too. A dream about him inspired my recent fanfiction (though I hope it didn't actually happen- still need to communicate a little on that) and the connection with him has been growing stronger when I carry around his/my old sweatshirt. (Wonder if I'll ever start using "we" again. Kinda miss that. XD)
So... yeah. Life's not perfect, but enough good things are happening that I'm actually looking forward to the future again. I'm feeling more confident than I used to, I'm taking the initiative on things... I'm gaining traits/skills that I've never had before. I feel like I'm finally coming out of that endless tunnel of adolescent angst. And that just makes me very happy. :)