Eh
Today was... not so good. Started out good- bio went great, global studies didn't suck.. and during iblock I got to go to the library and look in last year's yearbook.
I found mystery girl.
I'm 99% sure who she is now, and if I'm right, she's a senior. :( That means I really need to get a move on if I want to be friends. If I mess up this year, I won't see her again and I'll be sad. Since I know two people who have contact with her, I might try and recruit their help to meet her.
In other news, me and one of my.. friends? had a kind of falling out. She's complaining that I use her for emotional support a lot, and she's sick of my complaining to her. Okay, I know that I need a lot of support and I *used to* go to her a lot, but a) I don't anymore because we haven't seen each other much lately, and b) she was the only friend I had who was into that stuff. So I got annoyed at her- and then she said stuff about me that frankly was very embarrassing, right in front of somebody who I'd now consider a friend. I got upset and left the cafeteria... and that got my "friend" more pissed at me. So I was in a *terrible* mood fourth block. (To top it off, girl I like wasn't at our lunch. Friiiick...)
So now I'm feeling mildly isolated, and was feeling extremely depressed during english class. I mean, I am making new friends in art, I suppose, but I don't want to lose my old ones, you know? *sigh* I really want to say hi to Allison? (girl I like) next week... I'm probably going to ask Taylor (new friend in art class) about how to do that.
In other, OTHER news, we went out to dinner tonight. It was very good, and even though we're at mom's house, I'm feeling okay. We discussed what we'd like for Christmas, and a rabbit looks like a realistic possibility. :D If we get a guy one, I'm gonna name it William. ^_^ Girl.... not so sure. :P After dinner, mom and I went to get winter clothes, and William/I worked together to pick out stuff we both liked. I think Ryan poked his head out and chose a hat. (Man, haven't seen him in foreeeeveeerrr.)
Need to get some writing done... watched a movie on William's blog (the real one) and it was so funny... it was him and some other people playing basketball, and he gets kneed in the groin. (OUCH. >.<) I felt weird, watching that. Not just because yeah, ow, but that that can happen to him. He's a real human being. I still get amazed whenever I realize that. *sigh* Don't want to start getting depressed now. Probably'll go to bed soon. Guitar tomorrow. See you guys later. /:)
I found mystery girl.
I'm 99% sure who she is now, and if I'm right, she's a senior. :( That means I really need to get a move on if I want to be friends. If I mess up this year, I won't see her again and I'll be sad. Since I know two people who have contact with her, I might try and recruit their help to meet her.
In other news, me and one of my.. friends? had a kind of falling out. She's complaining that I use her for emotional support a lot, and she's sick of my complaining to her. Okay, I know that I need a lot of support and I *used to* go to her a lot, but a) I don't anymore because we haven't seen each other much lately, and b) she was the only friend I had who was into that stuff. So I got annoyed at her- and then she said stuff about me that frankly was very embarrassing, right in front of somebody who I'd now consider a friend. I got upset and left the cafeteria... and that got my "friend" more pissed at me. So I was in a *terrible* mood fourth block. (To top it off, girl I like wasn't at our lunch. Friiiick...)
So now I'm feeling mildly isolated, and was feeling extremely depressed during english class. I mean, I am making new friends in art, I suppose, but I don't want to lose my old ones, you know? *sigh* I really want to say hi to Allison? (girl I like) next week... I'm probably going to ask Taylor (new friend in art class) about how to do that.
In other, OTHER news, we went out to dinner tonight. It was very good, and even though we're at mom's house, I'm feeling okay. We discussed what we'd like for Christmas, and a rabbit looks like a realistic possibility. :D If we get a guy one, I'm gonna name it William. ^_^ Girl.... not so sure. :P After dinner, mom and I went to get winter clothes, and William/I worked together to pick out stuff we both liked. I think Ryan poked his head out and chose a hat. (Man, haven't seen him in foreeeeveeerrr.)
Need to get some writing done... watched a movie on William's blog (the real one) and it was so funny... it was him and some other people playing basketball, and he gets kneed in the groin. (OUCH. >.<) I felt weird, watching that. Not just because yeah, ow, but that that can happen to him. He's a real human being. I still get amazed whenever I realize that. *sigh* Don't want to start getting depressed now. Probably'll go to bed soon. Guitar tomorrow. See you guys later. /:)