Jul 04, 2004 22:46
Todays the 4th of july :)LoL..kinda buggy out? loL but neways, im in a wierd mood today..obviously because i will be leaving in 5 days to go away for what seems to be forever. i dont know what im gonna do..im not really sure ill be able to handle being away from the only people that i know care about me for that long..Sucks knowing that i wont see them right when i wake up and call them and say im coming over..kinda sucks? I guess im supposed to be ready for this since im gonna be playing volleyball and everything, should be fun, but im already getting the homesick feeling. i dont wanna leave her. what am i supposed to do? its just not the same..ya phone calls are great but in person makes things a lot better. ill miss everyone and everything..:(