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well here we are at the end of yet another year. with only one more left to go! that is both damn scary and damn cool all at the same time. that said, I'm wondering how this summer is going to go. as some of you know, I'm staying here in g-burg for the summer, and I've got to admit I'm not sure how it's going to go. I'm generally lonely when I go home, surrounded by my family (although that sometimes makes me MORE lonely, but that's another time another long journal post.....) so I have no idea what I'll be like here with only a few people who I know really well, and absolutely no idea how this internship is going to work out, or even what I'll be doing when I'm not there. I realize this sounds really whiny and I don't mean too but I feel so alone sometimes..... and I really don't know what to do with myself. but oh well. that's the way life is right? I suppose it is. I wish I could get the ideas Company put in my head out.......or at least just become disinterested so I'll stop thinking about my personal life. one more year....... let's see what happens..........