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Feb 05, 2010 15:01

december, post christmas/pre new years, the exact day i can't remember, 2006 my girlfriend got arrested. she was sent to prison a couple months later for crimes i had no idea she was committing. my entire life changed, i was 16 years old and had unknowingly aided in the crimes inspired by personal vendetta and hunger for power, money, and credit. i visited her a couple times, once in the county jail and once in a medium security prison. we have been communicating via-hand written letters ever since she was locked up. there hasn't been one day where i don't think about her, miss her, and also hate her for hurting me as well as herself and her family. our seemingly happy family of friends was broken up because of what she had done and i have resented that for three years.
february 5th, 2010 i got a phone call "who is this?" "who do you think it is? take one guess." the estranged, imprisoned girlfriend i hadn't heard from in four months is on the other end of the phone, out of prison, speaking to me with her voice for the first time in over a year.

i'm ready to let go now. but i don't know how.
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