Took my love, and I took it down.

[bbbbbeckah]

Last night was so incredibly fun!

Well, Kinda.

More people were there than Dre told me.
He camed and picked me up at like, 12:30.
Edward was in the car with me.

Everyone from Metro was there.

Robert Bernal.
Auggie.
Jason.
Edward.
Dre.
This cute white guy.
I think he introduced himself to me as Mike.

We shot pool, and drank heinies for a couple hours.

I forgot how much Robert Bernal creeps me out.
He was constantly on my ass..
I was sitting on a stool..
and he'd seriously come up and try to get close to me..
It felt like he was just trying to rub his dick on my leg.
Kept trying to get me to kiss him on the cheek.

SERIOUSLY ROBERT.
I'm NOT interested.
I think you'd get the hint of that.
I slept at your house and didn't even TOUCH you.
Now you bring it up like it's this monumental moment in our relationship.
Not.

After the Pool Hall..
We went to Denny's.
Dre and Robert were fighting over work shit..
and since Dre was my ride..
We left.

Went swimming at like.. 2:30 in the morning.
Very Chill.
I think we're going out tonight.. maybe.

I'm getting more comfortable dating other guys.
Don't get me wrong, I feel totally guilty.
It's not that I WANT to date other guys.
I'd have no problem WHATSOEVER just being focused on Drew..
Even a gazillion miles away.

But he just doesn't give me the attention he used to.
And I can't devote to him if it doesn't seem like he wants it.
So rather than wait for what seems impossible..
I have to move on.
It just sucks, because I don't feel anything for these guys.
And they'll probably end up getting hurt in the end.

I want Drew.
Only.