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This is why I'm an English major. There is no challenge like putting feelings like these into words. I don't think I'll be able to when I graduate either. I just want to explode, I want my emotions to flow out of me and be gone and I want to start it all over. This is what it's come to, I used to be able to write what I wanted in here and feel ok about it, and I can't anymore. That's what it's come to. Keep looking, keep judging, fine, you win. Maybe seclusion will bring a little peace back. The best thing in my life right now is a secret, none of you know what that feels like, none of you. I used to bottle up the bad, now I bottle up the good too. My life has gone in a complete circle