long time no talk.
so i havent updated this thing in a while.
i think im going to start to more often now. it seems like recently i have had no one to talk to about anything going on in my life. i just need something to write everything down in. so i dont fill up with so many thoughts that my brain feels like its gonna collapse, which has been happening lately.
here it goes. recently mikky and i have been saying "i love you" to each other again. i thought this time he would mean it for real. i think its all just a lie. just something nice to say to someone else. if he loved me he wouldnt do the things he does. or act the way he does.
you would think if youre hanging out with someone you would actually see them.
but no.
thast not what happens.
ill finish this later.
i think im going to start to more often now. it seems like recently i have had no one to talk to about anything going on in my life. i just need something to write everything down in. so i dont fill up with so many thoughts that my brain feels like its gonna collapse, which has been happening lately.
here it goes. recently mikky and i have been saying "i love you" to each other again. i thought this time he would mean it for real. i think its all just a lie. just something nice to say to someone else. if he loved me he wouldnt do the things he does. or act the way he does.
you would think if youre hanging out with someone you would actually see them.
but no.
thast not what happens.
ill finish this later.