Well I'll be the one laughing later
It seems that the closer I get to a person, the closer I become friends with them, the less they understand how hard it is to do what I do. I say that I want to have a sleepover or go to the movies in hopes that I will be able to do that, however, my schedule is never set in stone. I'm constantly prioritizing and moving things around, rather than going to the mall with my friends, I am working, forgive me for wanting to get myself a pair of sunglasses. Things come up, I love my family, their the only ones that will always be beside me and expect nothing else in return, I cannot however, say that about you. I drive you around, listen to you gripe about how your family treats you like shit, how you're bored and how you need to know details about our upcoming plans...well guess what i can't give you details, i can't tell you that im going to put "making a movie" in front of basketball. basketball is my thing, its always there for me and i can always go back to it when im not feeling well or have just had a fight. Do you understand why i say that "I want to hang out friday" its not that i can always do it or that i will be able...its in the hopes that maybe just maybe we will find time in our...oops i mean my busy life to do just that, to hang out friday, its my way of saying...i still miss you and want to hang out with you, and i remembered the last time we hung out and it was a blast...but the more you tell me to get a sound schedule the less i want to do these things...the less i feel like doing the spontaneous and im sorry but some things i cannot help. O by the way alex r. i hope you find everything your looking for in a different girl because i refuse to wait forever on you.