Overwhelmed...
Recently I have been having some doubts about whether or not I want to pursue Engineering. For instance yesterday night/morning I proceeded to sit and stare down my calculus homework (needless to say it wasn't threatened). After several minutes of confusion as to whether the notes I took during class were written in tongues or english I began to have a wonderful meltdown. During the course of this I considered many possibilities such as: dropping the class, switching careers, and/or taking a year off of college. After I was done being a maniac, I thought to myself, "are you fucking crazy?! Sit down and learn how to do this!" thankfully I took my own advice and sat for 2.5 hours straight and finished my section 2.8 homework. Unfortunately the homework did not end there, I still had sections 3.1 and 3.2 to trudge through. In the end I finished all the sections and am very proud of myself for doing it and at the same time, disappointed that I did not work on it sooner. I am still unsure of what I want to do with my future but as long as I keep a good mindset I believe it'll turn out okay.
All around I've just been having a tough time, at school, work and socially I simply feel I am losing touch with everything. I'm sure I'll eventually get a grasp of it again, hopefully sooner then later (fingers crossed). That's all I got in me today I have to go drive my sister to her friends house then I am going to work on even more calculus homework and pass-out for what I can only hope will be several hours.
Don't ever stop believing,
Amanda
All around I've just been having a tough time, at school, work and socially I simply feel I am losing touch with everything. I'm sure I'll eventually get a grasp of it again, hopefully sooner then later (fingers crossed). That's all I got in me today I have to go drive my sister to her friends house then I am going to work on even more calculus homework and pass-out for what I can only hope will be several hours.
Don't ever stop believing,
Amanda