May 09, 2005 23:12
This isn't addressed toward anyone in particular... but um, a big fuck you to all of the girls who were completely shitty to me in the past... I won't even get into specific logistics as this expansive pseudo list (in that, of course I haven't created it, it's just a vague estimate) is probably quite over 50 people, and it's not even that I hold some sort of grudge... but I can see how it fucks with me to this day and I don't think it's fair. Girls want to talk so much bullshit all the time about how they're fucked over consistently and emotional baggage... yadda yadda yadda. You fuck over boys just as much as they do you, so let's just chill out.
Girls have this insane ability to somehow take advantage of a dude's niceness... that's right, we're not even talking about using dudes for anything tangible like money or drugs -- just simply a higher degree of respect.
There are few people in my life that I've met that haven't liked me, or haven't grown to like me once they understand what I'm all about. (and to those others, fuck em) Yet, despite this high level of success, I remain lonely because I actually respect the girls that I'm after. Whether or not girls would like to admit it, what they say they want and what they actually want seems to be two entirely different things. This is why girls date assholes. Assholes present themselves as a challenge and that's somehow boss.
If this entry seems offensive, it's because I've been offended by women's treatment toward me for as long as I've been old enough to be after them. Sorry?