Aug 17, 2004 02:18
I don't really ever update this shit anymore. Maybe I've grown out of it... maybe I need to start brand new with a new journal. Separate high school from college. Truthfully, I may do that. I seriously may.
Tonight was pretty fun. Jordan's real funny...
I hung out with Laura Cullinan and took pictures of her finally. I hope they turn out real good. She's a genuinely good girl. I love it.
I saw Cara Jared (and others) when I was with Laura. I took Cara to take pictures there (and I took Michelle too)... I felt disrespectful, but in retrospect -- fuck that. That park is the perfect place for sunset-ish-timed pictures. There, I said it.
I've been playing poker. I've won. I've lost. Big and little on both money acquisitions. (like tonight, I lost $30... but at the same time, I won $30-ish a different night) Right now, I'm even. That's cool, I guess.
Work is winding down. I only have like two weeks left. It's awesome. It's also awesome that I'm pretty sure my new boss's opinion of me is good and it's there's a great chance that I'll be able to get a job at Christmas... and then that makes a next summer job there more likely too. I really want to keep working and getting good camera equipment/film/processing savings for as long as possible. ESPECIALLY the film... but no... it's all so good.
I've ordered posters and shit for my room. I had to order Circle Takes the Square's "Until the Roots Undo" 12 inch vinyl to receive a Daughters and Circle Takes the Square poster. I was inspired to get the vinyl over the CD because I already have it burnt and because I bought the vinyl for Majority Rule's "Interviews with David Frost" and it sounds so fucking good. Every once in awhile, if I REALLY like an album, I think I'll try to find the vinyl version.
I bought a Pulp Fiction poster and it's really fucking big. I think it's too big. I don't know.
I'm getting really excited to go to college.
Turns out I missed Party Patrol and The Great Redneck Hope tonight. That kind of really sucks. I like both of those bands a lot. Gee. But seriously, I don't hang out with Party Patrol as much as I used to. I miss the times when it was like Party Patrol plus Michael, Ryan, and me. There was Melissa and Jenn, too. That was the Party Patrol show crew. There it was. *sigh* Now everyone's changing directions.
But then, change isn't bad. Like I said. Go to the paragraph before the last one... change is going to be damn good. Just about anything can be good if you look at it in the correct manner and perhaps modify yourself and/or your thinking. Maybe that's the secret to happiness... or at least, my happiness. Perhaps that seems semi-fake, but not really, not to an optimist. But then, the key to permanent optimism is making sure it's realistic optimism. SHRUGMATIC!
I seriously need to get cracking on burning my downloaded music on my computer so I can reformat this spyware/adware-stricken machine.
I think I'm being serious about this new college journal idea. Or maybe I should just get away with the journal scene altogether. UJournal and Deadjournal's servers both got tinkered with and journals have been lost or some shit... or the site isn't working. I don't know. It's not good, though. So that only leaves LiveJournal. (and Xanga, I GUESS) Shit does kind of get old. Meh.
Bedtime. Have good days, yall.