WHat to say???
People are mad, and some aren't. I don't get people anymore. Sometimes I wish people would die, and alot of times I wish I would. Lately has been a mixture of emotions. People don't know when to stop, or what can hurt someone the most. I've been havin fun too, though. It does NOT mix well and I dunno what to do anymore.... I'm afraid I might do something stupid.... Oh man. I guess I'll have to live my life to see what happens in the near future. Hopefully, I won't be provoked enough to be stupid. Maybe some people will realize what really hurts and when something is too much. Probably not, but whatever. I'm starting to not care. One girl is helping me. She really doesn't care what people think and I would love to be able to not think about that. I would love to go around being myself all the time not worrying about what everyone else fucking thinks. This is honestly bullshit lately. I heard a good saying and maybe more people should use it. "Life is vacation, death is eternity, why hold back now?" Well that's all for now, cept school sux as always and my therapy is comin along. That is physical therapy to for all you who like to say stuff about that.... im goin to bed.