In your shadow
I feel like I'm in your shadow again. I know I'm not, I have my own life, my own friends, my on things. But I still feel like you are so much better than me. I feel like I have to do exactly what you want me to do or you'll hate me. I don't want you to hate me, I just feel like you take me for granted at times. I know you don't, but sometimes its just so hard for me to remember that I am my own person and you don't control me. I just feel like you are better than me, and thats not true. We are equal. We are two totally different people, but at times you make me feel so inadequate. What do I do? I can't tell you this, because you would get upset with me. But do I just let it go on, my feelings of not belonging? I just don't know what to do. You are my best friend and I don't want to lose you, but some times its so hard to hang on...