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Today has been a very difficult day. Some know that I have had a problem battling depression and today it has begun to strike again. It's horrible!! I don't want to do anything but want to do everything but don't have the motivation. It's a really weird feeling and I just feel like I'm sitting around watching the sunshine pass over my house. I'm a fighter and will get over it but I think I need some interaction with people, but there are no people around, and can't go out a lot because I have no money!! I also miss Andrew very much but I'm having some doubts to his faithfulness and Hazel's comments are not encouraging. I wish I could retrogress back to the day before he left. Time to do ....something.