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So here I go with a post that only a selected group of people read so im letting it all out. It seems like whatever i do in one of the relationships i have is wrong.. Im always messing up...always wrong and it seems like they dont feel the relationshiop is worth it. I dont understand why this is, but its happening and I cry soo much over it and im tired of it. I want to have the relationship i had when me and this person first started hangingout....it seems as though i always get blammed and pushed around for not only my actions but ohter people too. Some of the reasons why im "in trouble" seem to me to be not such a good reason to be soooo mad. Like really mad..to the point of me not knowing if our relationship will continue. I miss this person soo much and the things we used to do and how much we hungout...but now i feel like that will never happen again and with this I think i blammed Kayla for how discombobulated me and this persons relationship was. Sorry K! But there are soo many things this person doesnt like that i do or say or anything like that. I guess i say sorry too much....i dont get it...why am i always wrong and stuff and hurting this spacific person..Im sorry I cant be perfect...or am i not sorry?? i dunnoo...HEEEELLLP!!