Am I gunna blow it..
I have the opportunity of a lifetime.... will I blow it... I sure hope not... will some people be pissed at me.. hell ya... but I think that I am going to do it.. my friend told me go ahead... I think that I am going to listen to her
whatever.. I am so confused... on who I like... I tell myself not to like one person.. but the more I say that I do not like him the more I do like him.... and now I like 2 seniors... but I do not want to be involved with a senior... b/c the whole "going to college' crap is something that I do not want to have to deal with... and then on second thought I so want somone that is older than me.. **sigh**...... I am over John.. that is about the onlt definate thing in my life...
I am so excited.... braces in..... 5 days.. and my PARTY is soon... :p.. I told my cuz's about them.. and right now they are both up North... I hope that maybe the two of them can come down.. I miss the both of them so much@ I luv my cuz's and I do not get to see them enough.... they are my closest cuz's and I am glad that I am related to em!
ne ways.... damn.... I am confused....
Later
Luv Rae~
xoxo
whatever.. I am so confused... on who I like... I tell myself not to like one person.. but the more I say that I do not like him the more I do like him.... and now I like 2 seniors... but I do not want to be involved with a senior... b/c the whole "going to college' crap is something that I do not want to have to deal with... and then on second thought I so want somone that is older than me.. **sigh**...... I am over John.. that is about the onlt definate thing in my life...
I am so excited.... braces in..... 5 days.. and my PARTY is soon... :p.. I told my cuz's about them.. and right now they are both up North... I hope that maybe the two of them can come down.. I miss the both of them so much@ I luv my cuz's and I do not get to see them enough.... they are my closest cuz's and I am glad that I am related to em!
ne ways.... damn.... I am confused....
Later
Luv Rae~
xoxo