PISSED TO NO END!!
I HATE MY GRANDMA RIGHT NOW!!!!
Well this morning she asked me if I wanted to help her move boxes.. I said "I guess" implying "yes".. well she gets mad at me becuase I was asking her questions. Such as, she wanted to start at like 11.. I SIMPLY asked her why we couldn't do it after lunch.. [does that sound reasonable?] and she than replied because she wanted to get it done before the weekend... [WHY? We are all hepling you move on the weekend!!] So she than again put words into my mouth saying that I was implying I did not want to help. [keep in mind that NOWHERE in those two questions implied I did not want to help!!]
... So she told me to be ready once she got back dropping my cousin off at work.. now that would be fine if she didn't leave my cousin home with me! I waited for my gram to get home in order to shower, since I do not exactly trust my cousin alone. So once I got out of the shower it all happened. She was walking around the house giving me her famous dirty looks and she had a red nose [implying she was crying about something]... I figured, I will give her her own space since she is mad at me [tho I am not sure why...] Than she comes in and asks if I am going to help... well ya, I was planing on it.. Where did you get the idea I wasn't?? She tells me that she is mad that I called my aunt to make her look like the bad person "yet again". WHAT THE FUCK?? My uncle called me to make sure I said sry for last night [totally different story].. and I said yea, she is not mad at me anymore for last night.. but she is now mad at me for something else... [my luck]...
So she is going through the house [pissed] and trying to make a lot of noise [just to grab attention].. than she asked me if I planned on helping again.. [this was after we went at it: A LOT more words were shared between the two of us besides what I just wrote above].. now honestly people.. if someone JUST yelled at you, would that be your incentive to help? I was not in the mood to be around her. I am the type of person.. you piss me off... and I do not want to see your fuckin face for a while [until I cool down] She did not understand this concept.. she thought I simply do not want to help [ok. whatever.. I do not want to help anymore].. so she is yelling/crying at me.. saying that she is tired of taking all this shit from everybody in the house, and that she mine as well move to Key West.. away from us all. Now when people get so outta control, I just want to laugh! It is hilarious at times! So, I was sitting there [biting my tounge].. as she is screaming her head off at me [third time already?]
Than she goes into her "I don't care" stage.. [denial].. She all of a sudden gets down on her knees and is "begging" for help <~ that's pretty odd!! I almost let go of my tounge and started to laugh [that would not of helped the situation] Now people. do not get me wrong.. I do not want to sound all hyped up like I was doing nothing the entire time.. I was yelling right back at her [and I am not ashamed of it either].. I just do not want to make this sound like a one sided fight [Trying to be fair to all parties]
So once I told her [again]... that I am not going to help, because if I stay around her.. I would end up screaming at her again. She gets pissed off.. slams the door to the house shut.. tells me not to go into her room (which technically isn't hers since she now owns a house)... and speeds off...That is the extent of it.. I mean.. there was a lot more.. but I am trying to get over this pissy mood
Wow.. It feels good to blast music and sing at the top of your lungs sometimes [especially now]
What I concluded.. she needs Prozac!
~Rae~