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May 19, 2005 19:30

Random new thingy I wrote today

"Talk to ya later," she said.
I laughed thinking to myself, "No you won't" but responded simply "Yeah." She walked away and so did I, no more was said. The walk home from school that day was the happiest time of my life. It was late so the street lights were coming on and it was sorta foggy. It was beautiful.
No one was home when I got to my house. I walked straight up to the bathroom. I turned on the water until it was steamy hot. While I waited I went into my room and got a knife and that sweet little package that I had received that day at school from a friend.
I undressed and got into the bathtub . . . the water was scolding hot, but it was a good feeling. I opened the package and carefully carved "Chris" into the tough lead , then I used to knife to carve into myself. The pain was bittersweet and I used the blood to write "All answers can be found" on the bathroom wall" I got out of the tub without bothering to dry off. I went into my room and put my black "Something Corporate" t-shirt with red writing on, and my black pants with red seem, it was my favorite outfit. I finished it with the nose ring he gave me before . . . well before it happened. Then I dug through piles of junk and retrieved the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen in my life. I loaded it. . . and then it was all over. It was over.
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