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So yeah. I guess I'm going to start writing in here... Just because I think the only two people that Actually read my Lj are Heather and marcus. And I really don't feel like typing all this stuff on myspace... because then anyone can read it. Today was a good day for the most part. I didn't do as well on my exams as I would have liked. But we can't all get what we want now can we?
I had volleyball tonight which was very fun, apart from all the running. But I could use it. I've become a compulsive over eater. I've never felt the need for food as much as I do now. I Frickin ate 8 pieces of pizza today, lunch, and a BIG breakfast. Ugh... something is not right with me lately, and I'm not just talking A little PMS. Because it's not even that time of the month. I'm soooooo moody, tired, and just not motivated. I've been eating alot,and I really don't know whats going. I'm kinda scared. But I'm sure I'll be alright. But tonight was nice. I laughed harder than I have in a long time, and it felt really good. I love all my volleyball girls. But I want advice how do you go up to a guy you don't really know, and Just start talking to him when hes super shy, and probably not interested? Yeah. It seems hopeless.
But in other news Little Women is going alright. Honestly... I feel really uncomfortable.....The whole kissing stuff... It.. ugh. Doesn't feel right, and it's kind of like someone jumping in your bubble that you don't want there at all.. but you HAVE to go along with it. And then you have to pretend you like it... when your mind is screaming this is all wrong. I don't like it.
I had volleyball tonight which was very fun, apart from all the running. But I could use it. I've become a compulsive over eater. I've never felt the need for food as much as I do now. I Frickin ate 8 pieces of pizza today, lunch, and a BIG breakfast. Ugh... something is not right with me lately, and I'm not just talking A little PMS. Because it's not even that time of the month. I'm soooooo moody, tired, and just not motivated. I've been eating alot,and I really don't know whats going. I'm kinda scared. But I'm sure I'll be alright. But tonight was nice. I laughed harder than I have in a long time, and it felt really good. I love all my volleyball girls. But I want advice how do you go up to a guy you don't really know, and Just start talking to him when hes super shy, and probably not interested? Yeah. It seems hopeless.
But in other news Little Women is going alright. Honestly... I feel really uncomfortable.....The whole kissing stuff... It.. ugh. Doesn't feel right, and it's kind of like someone jumping in your bubble that you don't want there at all.. but you HAVE to go along with it. And then you have to pretend you like it... when your mind is screaming this is all wrong. I don't like it.