Cherries

Jul 25, 2004 22:45

Mmmm they're so delicious.

I went to Cordelia's on Saturday(the day I got back from Carmel). We had oodles of fun. We made macaroni and cheese. We have this like, inside joke about it or something. We watch Dirty Dancing Havana Nights. It was good. Then we watched her sisters Bat Mitzvah tapes and that was awesome. Then we talked about her Bat Mitzvah too. Loads of fun.

After that Linda invited me over to her house to sleepover. We ate pasta...yum. Then we watch Grind. That was super good. We talked to Zach on the phone for a while and he's being cool now....yay. We talked on the computer too. Then we went to bed and when we got up we had pancakes and bacon. Grr why won't my parents make me breakfast all the time? I always forget how fun it is to hang out with Linda. I did actually start to feel like I used to, which is extremely bad, because I haven't been like that in a long time. I don't know, I just started thinking about how much I hate myself and my life. I tried to not think of it but it was hard. When I came home I listened to music and danced around the room and convinced myself that I like my life.

I cleaned my room and then went over to my grandparents for dinner. My grandpa talked about like, high school science the whole time. I love my grandparents. I actually didn't mind the physics that bad, it was actually somewhat interesting. When I came home I started putting pictures that I took of me and my friends in frames I have. It looks so cool. Lots of the pictures are from the last day of school. Shpiffy. I have to get my camera developed that I haven't. I still need to take a few more pictures on it, so I'm going to bring it to camp tomorrow.

I'm going to camp tomorrow! Yay! I'm so excited. Camp Kefli. I'm not sure who's going but I signed up for a week of first session and a week of second session. I was only going to do the week of second but then Linda was all alone so I'm gonna chill with her! Yay! We're going bowling and to a iMax movies. *excited*

When I was cleaning my room I saw this poem thingy I had written, when I was depressed I guess, but I was totally shocked to see something that I'd written. I think it was from 6th or early 7th grade. Crazy stuff.

My arm is a timeline
With notches up and down
It's my history that is shown
But no dates are found

But I remember each and every cut
The tears I cried, the pain I shed
Now my body is branded for life
And my face is forever bound to the pillow on the bed
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