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It has been forever since i have written in here! Samantha told me i should start writing in here again so here i go..wel...hmmm..
*Anywayz*
a lot has happened since i have written...hmm well lets see...i lost one of my best friends, well she was like my sister! yeah i lost her bc i was a dumbass and now we arent friends anymore and i miss her sooo much! i feel like i lost a family member and i hate that feeling and i hate the feeling of how much i have hurt her and how stupid i was and what some people think and shit...but the good thing out of that was i got to become best friends again with samantha and i have been able to hang out with her a ton more now which is good and i love her to DEATH! lol except for since i have written..randy,sam's boyfriend, hates my guts and he hates me bc i hurt his cousin when i didnt even mean to and i really want him to forgive me, but i have no idea what to do, and now if sam is with him i wont go and talk to her because he is tehre and its just stupid and i hate it....Also, i am now goin out with CARL :-D..we have been goin out for almost 3 months and i love that kid soo much! and im so lucky to have him. It has been some of the best 3 months ever!! yeah but what else...i have been playin basketball on girls varsity and it has been a blast, a lot of running but many great times...i just wish i played more.. but hey thats what AAU is for!! :-D ....yeah but i havent gotten in trouble for a while either which is wicked good and i love it! my sister is now in college still and i have visited her at her college a few times and have met Ben and Jason,,they are GREAT! Ben is like my big brother and he watches out for me..and Jay is a great friend and i just love being able to talk to him and visit them....and of course i miss my sisters very much!!! I miss my sis, marisa, so much and i lvoe her so much and i miss hanging out with her and just havin fun..and of course i miss Krystal too( my sister's roommate who is like family). but yeah...not really sure what else to say..leave me some lovin!! :-D and write notes too of course...peace
*Anywayz*
a lot has happened since i have written...hmm well lets see...i lost one of my best friends, well she was like my sister! yeah i lost her bc i was a dumbass and now we arent friends anymore and i miss her sooo much! i feel like i lost a family member and i hate that feeling and i hate the feeling of how much i have hurt her and how stupid i was and what some people think and shit...but the good thing out of that was i got to become best friends again with samantha and i have been able to hang out with her a ton more now which is good and i love her to DEATH! lol except for since i have written..randy,sam's boyfriend, hates my guts and he hates me bc i hurt his cousin when i didnt even mean to and i really want him to forgive me, but i have no idea what to do, and now if sam is with him i wont go and talk to her because he is tehre and its just stupid and i hate it....Also, i am now goin out with CARL :-D..we have been goin out for almost 3 months and i love that kid soo much! and im so lucky to have him. It has been some of the best 3 months ever!! yeah but what else...i have been playin basketball on girls varsity and it has been a blast, a lot of running but many great times...i just wish i played more.. but hey thats what AAU is for!! :-D ....yeah but i havent gotten in trouble for a while either which is wicked good and i love it! my sister is now in college still and i have visited her at her college a few times and have met Ben and Jason,,they are GREAT! Ben is like my big brother and he watches out for me..and Jay is a great friend and i just love being able to talk to him and visit them....and of course i miss my sisters very much!!! I miss my sis, marisa, so much and i lvoe her so much and i miss hanging out with her and just havin fun..and of course i miss Krystal too( my sister's roommate who is like family). but yeah...not really sure what else to say..leave me some lovin!! :-D and write notes too of course...peace