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[bballbrunette00]

hey waz up 2day stunk i had the worst day and its still not over i'm soooooooooo mad and sad part of it waz wat happened last night...long story...actually that waz like 90% of wat made me soooo sad 2day having that little thought in my mind.i feel like balling out crying till i have no tears left...i already did some...i hate this i wish it would stop running threw my head and every thought of my time.i woke up, thought 4 a second and started 2 cry i didn't want 2 get up but i made myself i wasn't ever awake on the inside my body moved but i was lost in thoughts.i never want 2 hear a name again i would just cry i never planned on something like this 2 happen, so why did it i just wanted one thing i never wanted anything more i would give up anything 4 this...but it won't ever happen which waz proved 2 me.right now i feel dead on the inside, like i lost all feelings, i just don't get it i tryed and tryed i just thought 4 once something good would happen something i wanted more then anything in the world i guess i was just wrong.
sorry i took all ur time 2 say this i just had 2 get it someway.
~*jennifer*~