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my life these days. well actually like parts from the last 2 days - the last week.
yesterday i had my first match against hart highschool for WHS playing as the numbere one doubles team with lauren.
we won all three. it was frickin awesome. haha i met these kids sammy annd other kids and they called me "the server" cuz when they were watching. i aced those girls like 3/4 serves.
it made me mad taht i couldnt go to the football game tho. but it was my bros birthday. so its all good. i saw tori at the promenade and taht was awesome.
now for the bad side of things.
i realized that i dont have very many friends anymore. i was talkin to javs and she was telling me the same thing. and i thought about it. and its the same for me. so darling. you arent alone.
i mean i know people who i say hi to and hug in the halls but you know what it is. fake. i dont wanna be all dramatic and stuff. but thats what it feels like.
i wanna get closer to these girls... some have ljs some dont. but that doesnt matter:
javs, vivian, julia, diana even tho she goes to TO, carina, lauren... other girls too.
and right now. as far as boys go. i can count like 3 guys that like me.
but i like the guy who will NEVER like me back. and it sucks major ass.
yesterday i had my first match against hart highschool for WHS playing as the numbere one doubles team with lauren.
we won all three. it was frickin awesome. haha i met these kids sammy annd other kids and they called me "the server" cuz when they were watching. i aced those girls like 3/4 serves.
it made me mad taht i couldnt go to the football game tho. but it was my bros birthday. so its all good. i saw tori at the promenade and taht was awesome.
now for the bad side of things.
i realized that i dont have very many friends anymore. i was talkin to javs and she was telling me the same thing. and i thought about it. and its the same for me. so darling. you arent alone.
i mean i know people who i say hi to and hug in the halls but you know what it is. fake. i dont wanna be all dramatic and stuff. but thats what it feels like.
i wanna get closer to these girls... some have ljs some dont. but that doesnt matter:
javs, vivian, julia, diana even tho she goes to TO, carina, lauren... other girls too.
and right now. as far as boys go. i can count like 3 guys that like me.
but i like the guy who will NEVER like me back. and it sucks major ass.