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alrightyyyy sooooo havent updated in awhile here, summer is almost over, theres only like a month left... it sucks cuz i just realized this like last week! :( anyways, guess i just gotta make the best of it before its over! anyways... i really cant wait for basketball season to start, i love basketball sooo much its like the ONE thing in life that im good at! :) well actually i suck worse then shaq so ya know... :P i hope all my friends that are going into h.s. will still come watch me play, cuz im gonna need alot of support because i think our team isnt gonna be half as good as it was last year, probably becuz im on it, the team will suck! oh well i love basketball thats all i think about well besides boys... lol but i REALLY wanna play for the shock when im old enough cuz um yeah i know im smart and all well not really but i just dont like having to think and do math and science and all that crap its just not my thing, so yeah if i dont make it into the WNBA i dont know what im gonna do with my life! probably be a veternarian or save dogs and other animals and stuff... idk! god i dont even wanna think about growing up or getting old and dying and crap i just dont wanna grow up past like 30 years old EVER! i just sometimes go to bed and dont even fall asleep for hours because im so afraid of death and crap i dont know why i just cant see myself going to sleep and not waking up or anything like that... i mean i know theres like nothing good left in this world with all the wars and diseases, but hey you gotta make the best of it while your here, because god put you here for a purpose and your suppose to live life to the fullest no matter how bad it gets and thats what im gonna try to do, live out my dreams! and make sure my kids do too! :) haha kids, yea right... :P anyways, enough about death, im goin swimmin! lol alrighty well comment if ya want... if not too bad for you :) later!