the goodbye

Apr 20, 2005 15:40


CAN MY LIFE GET ANY WORSE .I BROKE MY EX-BOYFRIENDS HEART AND UP SHIT CREEK IN FINANICAL MATTERS.ISN'T LIFE GREAT. NOW WHAT CAN HAPPEN NEXT.

BESIDES THE OBVIOUS YOU CAN SAY I AM HAPPY OR AM I TRYING TO BELIEVE IT.I CAN'T EVEN DEAL WITH THE IDEA OF HURTING MY EX BUT I HAD TO .BECAUSE I KNEW I WOULD STILL HAVE  DUE TO ISSUES THAT GO UNSAID.

I CAN'T SAY THAT I DON'T CARE FOR HIM BECAUSE I DO BUT I CAN'T BE WITH HIM. BECAUSE I AM  IN LOVE  WITH SOMEBODY ELSE.A PERSON  THAT I HOLD DEAR TO MY HEART.ONE WHO I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR BUT HOW DO I TELL THAT PERSON .THE QUESTION GOES UNANSWERED.

DON'T GET ME WRONG  I BEEN PRONED TO HEARTBREAK  BEFORE BUT I HAVE NEVER CAUSED IT TO A PERSON  I TRULY CARE ABOUT.BREAKING SOMEONE'S HEART ISN'T EASY.IT HURTS ME BECAUSE I LOST A  PERSON WHO WAS JUST NO ONE BUT ONE WHO LET ME SEE REAL LOVE.

I AM EVER GRATEFUL TO THIS PERSON.

NOW I TRAVEL ALONE AS I AM SINGLE AGAIN EVEN THOUGH THERE'S PEOPLE FILLING THE VOIDS THAT WERE LEFT BY HURT AND PAIN FROM THE ONE I LEFT HEARTBROKEN.

THE LAST GOODBYE

I CAN'T RUN TO MEND THE HEART THAT WAS BROKEN BY THE WORDS THAT WERE SPOKEN BY ME.

I CAN'T GIVE YOU THE ANSWERS YOU WANT FROM ME.ALL I CAN SAY IS GOODBYE.

I DIDN'T WANT  YOU TO DISAPPEAR BUT MAYBE IT IS FOR THE BEST .

I DIDN'T WANT TO BREAK YOUR HEART BUT I DID IT BECAUSE I KNOW I WOULD HAVE HURT YOU ANYWAYS.

I WILL ALWAYS CHERISH THE TIME WE SHARED, EVEN THOUGH, IT WAS  CUT SHORT  BY THE ONE WHO WRITES THESE WORDS.

I WILL SHED TEARS AS THESE WORDS CONTINUE.YOU WERE THE FIRST TO GIVE ME A RARE GIFT TO ME.THE GIFT OF YOUR HEART.I WAS THE ONE WHO LOST A PERSON WHO LOVED HER BUT I LOST A FRIEND WHO LET ME SEE THINGS I NEVER SAW BEFORE, THE HEART OF ANOTHER.

MY HEART IS BREAKING AS I WILL SPEAK THE FINAL GOODBYE.

THE GOOD BYE OF A RELATIONSHIP I HELD DEAR BUT NOW WILL DISAPPEAR AS MY TEARS END.

GOODBYE.
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