Apr 20, 2005 15:40
CAN MY LIFE GET ANY WORSE .I BROKE MY EX-BOYFRIENDS HEART AND UP SHIT CREEK IN FINANICAL MATTERS.ISN'T LIFE GREAT. NOW WHAT CAN HAPPEN NEXT.
BESIDES THE OBVIOUS YOU CAN SAY I AM HAPPY OR AM I TRYING TO BELIEVE IT.I CAN'T EVEN DEAL WITH THE IDEA OF HURTING MY EX BUT I HAD TO .BECAUSE I KNEW I WOULD STILL HAVE DUE TO ISSUES THAT GO UNSAID.
I CAN'T SAY THAT I DON'T CARE FOR HIM BECAUSE I DO BUT I CAN'T BE WITH HIM. BECAUSE I AM IN LOVE WITH SOMEBODY ELSE.A PERSON THAT I HOLD DEAR TO MY HEART.ONE WHO I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR BUT HOW DO I TELL THAT PERSON .THE QUESTION GOES UNANSWERED.
DON'T GET ME WRONG I BEEN PRONED TO HEARTBREAK BEFORE BUT I HAVE NEVER CAUSED IT TO A PERSON I TRULY CARE ABOUT.BREAKING SOMEONE'S HEART ISN'T EASY.IT HURTS ME BECAUSE I LOST A PERSON WHO WAS JUST NO ONE BUT ONE WHO LET ME SEE REAL LOVE.
I AM EVER GRATEFUL TO THIS PERSON.
NOW I TRAVEL ALONE AS I AM SINGLE AGAIN EVEN THOUGH THERE'S PEOPLE FILLING THE VOIDS THAT WERE LEFT BY HURT AND PAIN FROM THE ONE I LEFT HEARTBROKEN.
THE LAST GOODBYE
I CAN'T RUN TO MEND THE HEART THAT WAS BROKEN BY THE WORDS THAT WERE SPOKEN BY ME.
I CAN'T GIVE YOU THE ANSWERS YOU WANT FROM ME.ALL I CAN SAY IS GOODBYE.
I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO DISAPPEAR BUT MAYBE IT IS FOR THE BEST .
I DIDN'T WANT TO BREAK YOUR HEART BUT I DID IT BECAUSE I KNOW I WOULD HAVE HURT YOU ANYWAYS.
I WILL ALWAYS CHERISH THE TIME WE SHARED, EVEN THOUGH, IT WAS CUT SHORT BY THE ONE WHO WRITES THESE WORDS.
I WILL SHED TEARS AS THESE WORDS CONTINUE.YOU WERE THE FIRST TO GIVE ME A RARE GIFT TO ME.THE GIFT OF YOUR HEART.I WAS THE ONE WHO LOST A PERSON WHO LOVED HER BUT I LOST A FRIEND WHO LET ME SEE THINGS I NEVER SAW BEFORE, THE HEART OF ANOTHER.
MY HEART IS BREAKING AS I WILL SPEAK THE FINAL GOODBYE.
THE GOOD BYE OF A RELATIONSHIP I HELD DEAR BUT NOW WILL DISAPPEAR AS MY TEARS END.
GOODBYE.