hurting
I'm hurting. I may not be right but it certainly feels like it. It finally came, the day I would lose some part of my past at last. I know i wanted to stop but now I know it will never happen again. The part I always thought I had. Now I am desperately searching for a answer.
I can't do anything but stand aside and let it be. Letting go is a big step but that is all I can do. The happiness of this one person is all I want.He deserves it. I can't deprive him of it.
This one person has been searching endlessely for this one person to love and now found what he was looking for.
Now I became the friend I always wanted to be. However, I never knew how much it will hurt when it was finally gone .
Another chapter closed in heartache.