change of heart
jan 29...30 in the early AM:
why is this so hard for me? i suppose i could call it my "redefinition." i used to say, they expect me to be so many things! how can i be all of them? and now i lament: i am so much less than i used to be. at this time in my life, i am supposed to be having my most poignant life discoveries...instead i just feel nothing...so much of nothing.
jan 30: 10:15 AM. immanuel presbyterian church. dr. deborah block, minister
"learn to redefine yourself in terms of God...what is it that God asks of you? only this: do justice, love kindness, and walk humbly with your God."
11:30 AM. book: THE PSYCHOLOGY OF DANCE. Chapter Two: Self-Confidence.
"redefine yourself as a positive individual. erase self-doubt and replace it with the assurance that comes with preparedness."
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what more can i ask for? just as soon as i name this phase one of "redefinition," two blatantly obvious instructions are handed to me on a silver platter. mine for the taking. if ever there was a happier day, i haven't yet seen it.
why is this so hard for me? i suppose i could call it my "redefinition." i used to say, they expect me to be so many things! how can i be all of them? and now i lament: i am so much less than i used to be. at this time in my life, i am supposed to be having my most poignant life discoveries...instead i just feel nothing...so much of nothing.
jan 30: 10:15 AM. immanuel presbyterian church. dr. deborah block, minister
"learn to redefine yourself in terms of God...what is it that God asks of you? only this: do justice, love kindness, and walk humbly with your God."
11:30 AM. book: THE PSYCHOLOGY OF DANCE. Chapter Two: Self-Confidence.
"redefine yourself as a positive individual. erase self-doubt and replace it with the assurance that comes with preparedness."
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what more can i ask for? just as soon as i name this phase one of "redefinition," two blatantly obvious instructions are handed to me on a silver platter. mine for the taking. if ever there was a happier day, i haven't yet seen it.