I found out a few hours ago my mom died.. I made a post about it on my FA page:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1452349/ but I will make a longer one with more info here when I can. I'm trying to cope with it all. I keep crying, and this is new to me. I haven't lost any one this close before. Its strange to continually cry over and over again. While in short periods it seems, its so foreign to me.
yeah. I will update here more when I can get better control and know more.