will someone please call a surgeon who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
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hmm this weekend was special?
i worked like 6 1/2 hours yesterday. i tought 11 lessons total. 11. that's insane. i never want to teach again. it wasn't even fun or special. and the kids were all retarded and bitchy and killer brats or like 2846 levels higher than they should be. and working during the year is so different from the summer it makes me sad. during the summer we had no worries and everyone was friends and you knew everyone sooo well. now there's all these random kids who just got hired and i feel new all over again even though i'm so not new anymore. and because i see these people like once a week or less, i'll never get to know them. BAHHH. i hope during the summer i get assigned to an outdoor pool where the staff is small and everyone loves eachother. anyhow. last night katrina mariano had a type of fiesta. she was wrecked. it was funny at first then just... frustrating and annoying. even though i kind of felt bad. i cried like 4 times lol. because of the OC, jewssica, and boys. i danced for jess for like 4 seconds. we'll pull through some other time. we were all way too emotional last night. sewiously.
on a happy note. theresa and andrew are the cutest kids since ever. i wanted to cry cause i was sooo happy for them. i also had quality bonding with mark + jew + sarah + sam haha. we are too cool. before i had even gone to katrina's i watched mean girls with mady and her cousin and her mom. i love that movie too much. i wish i was regina george. she's my idol. i wanna watch it again ce soir with my mommy. all today i've been procrastinating and attempting to finalize my retard essay. i am gonna send it in tonight i swear. it's my ultimate goal. so i can write the test this week? online courses are sooo stressful it's not funny. don't ever take them. i'm gonna be so proud of myself when it's done. i'll like have to go and buy a new wardrobe or something. or new shoes. or a watch. even though i want a watch now. thanks ADD?
tomorrow everyone goes away to the leadership camp shenanigans. katrina = reject lol. tomorrow i also have to go swimming again. and get up early. and work. i feel like a huge bitch right now + like trash and i wanna wash my hair and like... yah. oh well. i'm too random for words right now. and i want muffins.
i hope this week gets better... <3
(less than threeee!)
hmm this weekend was special?
i worked like 6 1/2 hours yesterday. i tought 11 lessons total. 11. that's insane. i never want to teach again. it wasn't even fun or special. and the kids were all retarded and bitchy and killer brats or like 2846 levels higher than they should be. and working during the year is so different from the summer it makes me sad. during the summer we had no worries and everyone was friends and you knew everyone sooo well. now there's all these random kids who just got hired and i feel new all over again even though i'm so not new anymore. and because i see these people like once a week or less, i'll never get to know them. BAHHH. i hope during the summer i get assigned to an outdoor pool where the staff is small and everyone loves eachother. anyhow. last night katrina mariano had a type of fiesta. she was wrecked. it was funny at first then just... frustrating and annoying. even though i kind of felt bad. i cried like 4 times lol. because of the OC, jewssica, and boys. i danced for jess for like 4 seconds. we'll pull through some other time. we were all way too emotional last night. sewiously.
on a happy note. theresa and andrew are the cutest kids since ever. i wanted to cry cause i was sooo happy for them. i also had quality bonding with mark + jew + sarah + sam haha. we are too cool. before i had even gone to katrina's i watched mean girls with mady and her cousin and her mom. i love that movie too much. i wish i was regina george. she's my idol. i wanna watch it again ce soir with my mommy. all today i've been procrastinating and attempting to finalize my retard essay. i am gonna send it in tonight i swear. it's my ultimate goal. so i can write the test this week? online courses are sooo stressful it's not funny. don't ever take them. i'm gonna be so proud of myself when it's done. i'll like have to go and buy a new wardrobe or something. or new shoes. or a watch. even though i want a watch now. thanks ADD?
tomorrow everyone goes away to the leadership camp shenanigans. katrina = reject lol. tomorrow i also have to go swimming again. and get up early. and work. i feel like a huge bitch right now + like trash and i wanna wash my hair and like... yah. oh well. i'm too random for words right now. and i want muffins.
i hope this week gets better... <3
(less than threeee!)