i hate you
k so worst day ever. im sick of swimming, my car froze after swimming and my parents had to come pick me up and i get to spend 2 of my 3 days off driving in an effing car while the other one is spent with my grandparents and me having to act fake.
so after my car freezes we go inside to try to call home, trev uses 25 cents to call and i told him just to use the office phone he's like bleeh. and then my dad tells him to go out and try something else. so he does. it doesn't work he goes back and uses more money, i tell him to go use to office phone nicely (like the nicest i had even been all day) and he tells me to go fuck myself. i really love him.
so my parents wanted to open a few gifts tonight cause we won't get to open them til boxing day. my brother did end up getting his ipod. how can they hear me talk about them 24/7, buy him one, and expect me not to be jealous. especially when i clearly asked for one for my bday. and they said they were way too expensive. as they did this xmas. and every other time i talk about them. if i could give up every gift i got for xmas for an ipod i would. they could have bought us both ipods and not given us anything else for xmas. i wouldn't have cared. and then they get mad at me for not wanting to open anything else after he opens his retarded ipod. my parents actually hate me right now.
i know i sound like a spoiled bitch but it's honestly the most aggravating thing ever, just like try to understand for 3 seconds. especially since today was the worst day anyhow. this christmas is gonna suck huge huge balls.
andrea just called me from going to hull (which is what i wanted to do tonight until my car froze) and i started to cry on the phone. it was sad. especially since i'm not gonna see her again until may and this was my last chance to hang out with her.
i haven't drank in too long. if this new years sucks i honestly don't know what i will do.
i still have to pack but fuck that all i wanna do right now is crawl into bed and die.
so after my car freezes we go inside to try to call home, trev uses 25 cents to call and i told him just to use the office phone he's like bleeh. and then my dad tells him to go out and try something else. so he does. it doesn't work he goes back and uses more money, i tell him to go use to office phone nicely (like the nicest i had even been all day) and he tells me to go fuck myself. i really love him.
so my parents wanted to open a few gifts tonight cause we won't get to open them til boxing day. my brother did end up getting his ipod. how can they hear me talk about them 24/7, buy him one, and expect me not to be jealous. especially when i clearly asked for one for my bday. and they said they were way too expensive. as they did this xmas. and every other time i talk about them. if i could give up every gift i got for xmas for an ipod i would. they could have bought us both ipods and not given us anything else for xmas. i wouldn't have cared. and then they get mad at me for not wanting to open anything else after he opens his retarded ipod. my parents actually hate me right now.
i know i sound like a spoiled bitch but it's honestly the most aggravating thing ever, just like try to understand for 3 seconds. especially since today was the worst day anyhow. this christmas is gonna suck huge huge balls.
andrea just called me from going to hull (which is what i wanted to do tonight until my car froze) and i started to cry on the phone. it was sad. especially since i'm not gonna see her again until may and this was my last chance to hang out with her.
i haven't drank in too long. if this new years sucks i honestly don't know what i will do.
i still have to pack but fuck that all i wanna do right now is crawl into bed and die.