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you guys i think i am seriously crazy!!!!! i feel soooooo bad!!! i would like to publically appologise to a miss amber. i sory you don't believe me. but what i say is true. and i don't know what's going on. i still have this big physical attraction to zach but i don't feel that pivitol emotional aspect to him at all. i don't think he likes me anymore any way. today i went to kiss him and he pulled away. (hopefully) you are all my friends right? ami revolting, u guys are my friends you would tell me if i was revolting wouldn't you? god i'm just a fool. why is it i can't get passed this stupid emotional " if i dump him i won't get hurt" crap. what is wrong with me. and there has to be something off in the "dating" part of my brain to have this many bad relatonships at this young. what do you think it is? and be brutally honnest.