Nov 17, 2004 22:42
well the weeks almost over, yay! i just want the semester to be over with already. well korn is this sun and for some reason im not as excited as i was before. its not the bands and stuff cause i love chevelle and korn but i dont know. i just feel weird. i dont really feel like myself anymore. i think i just need a break and so when the semester is over im going to be a happy girl. hahha. have u ever felt like u wanted to just get over something but couldnt. that was me and i didnt know if it was ever going to go away. but for some reason, i think that it is going away now. i dont know im not as upset over it anymore. i just hate that it can just go away from one day to the next when uve been trying so long and it didnt go away. i think why i feel so weird is that even though i wanted to get over it, when it finally starts to go away, its weird to know its finally happening. its like waking up from some weird denial. its weird and it makes me somewhat sad. i dont know if any of that made sense but thats what i feel. hahha well im tired and i want to go to sleep, so im outs!
bayleef