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I'm so screwed.
I need help that i don't know how to ask for.
I don't deserve it, so why should I get it?
And even if i got it, would it really help at all?
What if I go, and there's nothing there, what if I can't make it back?
I'm so busy feeling sorry for myself that I can't think.
Nothing I come up with works out, in reality or in my head.
I'm out of ideas, i'm out of options.
I blew it.
I hate goodbyes.
The worst kind of heartbreak, is the kind you could have easily avoided....
I need help that i don't know how to ask for.
I don't deserve it, so why should I get it?
And even if i got it, would it really help at all?
What if I go, and there's nothing there, what if I can't make it back?
I'm so busy feeling sorry for myself that I can't think.
Nothing I come up with works out, in reality or in my head.
I'm out of ideas, i'm out of options.
I blew it.
I hate goodbyes.
The worst kind of heartbreak, is the kind you could have easily avoided....