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My mind was somewhere else entirely this week....I forgot way more than I remembered. I suppose pain will do that to you, as will stress.
I went and got most of my pain repaired this morning, although a new pain has cropped up, as is always the case it seems, although i don't know if this one will be fixable or not, lets hope.
Life's the same, same ol shit, although i can't help but remember what i was doing a year ago at this time.
So if i'm out and drinking a little bit more than usual, my advice is to ride it out, i did it before and it passed, it will pass again, i just need a little help pushing thru sometimes.
Saturday is my milestone, if i can make it past saturday without losing my fucking mind, then i shall be ok.
My coping mechanisms are a little strange sometimes, which i guess should mean that i shouldn't criticize the way others deal with things, which i often do.
But as I said, if we can all just ride it out, i promise i'll come back to sanity very very soon.
I think I need a new something in my life, as much as i hate change.
Although not so much a change, an addition....
*wink*
We'll see how the weekend goes.
I went and got most of my pain repaired this morning, although a new pain has cropped up, as is always the case it seems, although i don't know if this one will be fixable or not, lets hope.
Life's the same, same ol shit, although i can't help but remember what i was doing a year ago at this time.
So if i'm out and drinking a little bit more than usual, my advice is to ride it out, i did it before and it passed, it will pass again, i just need a little help pushing thru sometimes.
Saturday is my milestone, if i can make it past saturday without losing my fucking mind, then i shall be ok.
My coping mechanisms are a little strange sometimes, which i guess should mean that i shouldn't criticize the way others deal with things, which i often do.
But as I said, if we can all just ride it out, i promise i'll come back to sanity very very soon.
I think I need a new something in my life, as much as i hate change.
Although not so much a change, an addition....
*wink*
We'll see how the weekend goes.