Bittersweet feelings
recently.. I haven't really been in the best mood. On top of the fact that **boys my not want to read this** I get my period every 2 1/2 weeks, (i'm going to the doctor thursday), I am really stressed. Which doesn't really make ANY sense, because I haven't had any homework.. I am way ahead in English and Spanish thanks to Lara and Ali. I mean all I have this week is a chem test, spanish test, and math quiz. And they are all on Thursday. But I usually have so much more. I mean I just got history out of the way so I should be in good shape right? Wrong. I find myself in the worst moods. I mean, those of you who know me well know I am usually and very uppy, happy, person you know. Now I am in a bad mood.
I dont really want to admit to it, but I think it is because my brithday is coming up. I mean it is gunna really blow! Kathryn is going to have her show, so I am not going to get to see her, and Lindsay is working! At least I am Nicole Sam Britt and Mari. I just guess it is all coming from the car situation. As some of you know, I was supposed to get a spider Eclipse. But my insurance guy called and said that I wasn't allowed b.c the peices are expensive and they don't cover mitsubishi! And my parents were supposed to get me one on my brithday, and I dont think they are going to anymore, because they either don't know what I want, or just don't have the time. I mean, they are trying, that is the best. But I just wish, for once, everything would work out amazingly you know? I'm already depressed, and it isnt even my brithday yet!
This is the bittersweet part of the enrty. I mean I am so upset about not going to New york city when we go on the 28th because of my grandparents up there, and then today in the mail i got a digital camera! I mean, I love the gift, and I love them, but I don;t understand how u invite your family up to New York to see you get your vows renewed, and then you leave them in yur house, and you and your other half of your family go and stay in the city? How do you come off doing that? Please explain that to me? My mom doesn;t understand either. She wants to leave the house and get a hotel in the city like we did this summer. I think we will even if my other sisters and dad want to stay in the god damn house!
ugh. Sorry about the venting. But please comment <3