Baby steps...
its been awhile, past couple months have been outta control. Let me start by summing up the summer:
-worked camp bayshore all summer, and it's my favorite job ever.
-met some cool new people while working there. (some of which, have come and gone)
-went away to camp again, and it was even more amazing this year. esp. since last year was the first time I had accepted Christ. I got to watch other people find Him, and in that I re-dedicated myself to the Lord.
-I went through the whole "dealing with change" problem, once again. I missed the high I was on all week from camp, and was upset that work was coming to an end.
-School started up
-Heather got engaged and moved to Minnesota. I'd rather not go into detail on that topic. Most of you know the deal...lets just say, I'm aweful with change and my life is kinda empty right now. I miss her greatly...things are very sad around here without her.
-On a much better note, I am falling in love with Christ. I've really been experiencing His unfailing love and mercy. His grace just pours over me, and He's filled me with Joy and indescrible feelings...He answered my "want to want to" prayer and I cannot tell you how excited I am to be a beloved child of His.
I've been having to deal with a friend who's mad at me and in the past week, she hasn't answered her phone once. It wasn't even something that she should've been mad about, it had nothing to do with her. It was something I was dealing with in my life, and mentioned to her in need of talking about it. She got mad and didnt want to talk to me, so now when I've tried to call and talk it out she just lets the phone ring and doesn't ever check her messages. It's really sad, because though she may not be the best influence on me, I still love her to death and want to re-build our friendship. Any ideas on what I should do?
I really miss Heather... school doesn't feel the same, church doesn't feel the same, nothing does. But when God shuts a door, He opens a window and this is just something He's using to test my faith and trust in Him.
I hope everyone has a wonderful 2005-2006 school year...and I hope you all grow closer to Christ and I know He will be using you to do great things...Love you all.
-KC
-worked camp bayshore all summer, and it's my favorite job ever.
-met some cool new people while working there. (some of which, have come and gone)
-went away to camp again, and it was even more amazing this year. esp. since last year was the first time I had accepted Christ. I got to watch other people find Him, and in that I re-dedicated myself to the Lord.
-I went through the whole "dealing with change" problem, once again. I missed the high I was on all week from camp, and was upset that work was coming to an end.
-School started up
-Heather got engaged and moved to Minnesota. I'd rather not go into detail on that topic. Most of you know the deal...lets just say, I'm aweful with change and my life is kinda empty right now. I miss her greatly...things are very sad around here without her.
-On a much better note, I am falling in love with Christ. I've really been experiencing His unfailing love and mercy. His grace just pours over me, and He's filled me with Joy and indescrible feelings...He answered my "want to want to" prayer and I cannot tell you how excited I am to be a beloved child of His.
I've been having to deal with a friend who's mad at me and in the past week, she hasn't answered her phone once. It wasn't even something that she should've been mad about, it had nothing to do with her. It was something I was dealing with in my life, and mentioned to her in need of talking about it. She got mad and didnt want to talk to me, so now when I've tried to call and talk it out she just lets the phone ring and doesn't ever check her messages. It's really sad, because though she may not be the best influence on me, I still love her to death and want to re-build our friendship. Any ideas on what I should do?
I really miss Heather... school doesn't feel the same, church doesn't feel the same, nothing does. But when God shuts a door, He opens a window and this is just something He's using to test my faith and trust in Him.
I hope everyone has a wonderful 2005-2006 school year...and I hope you all grow closer to Christ and I know He will be using you to do great things...Love you all.
-KC