Tired of this feeling..
Ok so 2day after school i came home and talked w/ daddy about school and how tuff its getting..being a parent..he encourgaed me 2 work harder yadah yadah..then i told him i thought i was getting sick which i think i am so he told me 2 lay down and i did..i slpet 4 30 min. and he woke me up and asked if i had homework..i did..so iwent and started it..then i felt tired again and stopped..i layed on the couch 4 a couple mins juzt thinking about everything..bad idea?! Doing that juzt makes u aware of all the little imperfections in life..then they add up.. :-( and i mean im not complaning because i know life isnt fair but u think it would ease up every once in a while?!..im soo tired of all of this stress! Especially on the whole school and guy topic! School is becoming soo hard and lets not even get in2 my luv life!
I have absolutly no idea what the heck is goign on in chem..i think im goning 2 go in 4 tutoring at lunch 2morow i missed the day that we learned a lot of stuff..so im pretty much lost... and english is getting harder. Spanish..umm well its a different language so im lost in that 2..lol
On the more social level..Guyz suck and i give up?! :-) And im sure all girls agree w/ me on that one..i mean u think u find and a good guy and they juzt stab u in the back..typical..
When im finaly feeling comfotable w/ "him" we talk about things..only 2 feel a little let down...Different feelings?..maybe? But at the same time maybe im not sure of my feelings? Am i soppose to get butterflies..i dont?.. But im happy w/ him, but at the same time i know that things arnt goign 2 b the same as they were the first time when i really did get butterflies.. am i holding on 2 the past..? should i just let go? Or just continue getting hurt?
I have absolutly no idea what the heck is goign on in chem..i think im goning 2 go in 4 tutoring at lunch 2morow i missed the day that we learned a lot of stuff..so im pretty much lost... and english is getting harder. Spanish..umm well its a different language so im lost in that 2..lol
On the more social level..Guyz suck and i give up?! :-) And im sure all girls agree w/ me on that one..i mean u think u find and a good guy and they juzt stab u in the back..typical..
When im finaly feeling comfotable w/ "him" we talk about things..only 2 feel a little let down...Different feelings?..maybe? But at the same time maybe im not sure of my feelings? Am i soppose to get butterflies..i dont?.. But im happy w/ him, but at the same time i know that things arnt goign 2 b the same as they were the first time when i really did get butterflies.. am i holding on 2 the past..? should i just let go? Or just continue getting hurt?