I've got it all.
I don't think I ever noticed how blessed I was.
I was reading a journal (no names), and "they" think "they" have it all.
I got to thinking about the way "they" write about things and what "they" write about.
I see now that everything I've envie is NOTHING. "They" talk about there lover ALLLL THE TIME.
That's it!
I was just adding my hours to figure my paycheck, and I realized that I make good money for 17.
Most of the other women i work with make such good money that they have stayed for 7,8,10,13 years.
Look like I'll be there for a long time. I love it.
I was also thinking about what to get Jon for V-day. Then I got to thinking, what is he getting me? I was gonna get him a gift card. He's always been great at buying me gifts and I suck. He always gets something full of thought and love, NOT ME!
'Here baby. Its a card that I signed and stuck a couple twenties in'
How thoughtful!?!?!?
Anyways, I was thinking about how great he is! I'm a spoiled brat. I was NEVER really spoiled untill him. He amazing and He can always mke me smile. There could never be anyone elts to make me feel that way. I don't know where I'd be with out him. He's my best friend.
My dad sometimes forgets his roll. But he's great you gotta love him. He's not alway a father figure but he lives for us. He works to take care of us.
(nothing against mom)
When mom left my dad had alot of responsibility on his hands. He did always do everything right. But he's done everything to the best of his ability. He trys so hard. He loves us whole heartedly.
My mom, even though so far way, tries eaqually hard. My dad's always been the one to make sure things get done, Mom's always the one to be sure we're smileing and haveing fun. When we go to mom's we always have a blast. She always finds a way to make a two bedroom condo, one of the most fun places to be. My mom is a trip. She so funny and tons of fun. She is also one of the most loving people ever. My dad's loves us but not very loving, he doesn't show it so much, my mom does. She's my fun loveing mom.
Mom's girlfriend Audge is great too. She's really fun loving like mom. She has her bad days but she one of the best people you'd ever meet. She always keep us laughing too. The other day I was talk with Cathy (a lezbian I work with) she asked me how I handled my mom leaving my dad. I told her the truth. I hated my mom when it happened, I blamed EVERYTHING on her. Then I got over started going to see her and now Audge is family. I love her just as I do any one else thats family. You can't have to much family, and I've got some of the best additions.
My sister is one of the most giving people. If you know Caitlin you know what I mean. If you need it and she has it to give, it's yours!
My brother is one of the smartest kids you know. Ask him anything. I bet he knows it. He's my little dictionary/calculator. He's really a great kid.
I have some of the best friends too. I hate to say any names b/c i don't want anyone to feel like there favored. But i do want to thank you all for being such great friends starting with:
Chelsea
Tony, Mer
Laura, Timoth
Steph, Kev
Jenny
Berry
EVEN Thomas
You'r all Great! If I forgot you let me know. I just tryed for mostly my real close lj friends, and a few extra but i can't name everyone.
I was reading a journal (no names), and "they" think "they" have it all.
I got to thinking about the way "they" write about things and what "they" write about.
I see now that everything I've envie is NOTHING. "They" talk about there lover ALLLL THE TIME.
That's it!
I was just adding my hours to figure my paycheck, and I realized that I make good money for 17.
Most of the other women i work with make such good money that they have stayed for 7,8,10,13 years.
Look like I'll be there for a long time. I love it.
I was also thinking about what to get Jon for V-day. Then I got to thinking, what is he getting me? I was gonna get him a gift card. He's always been great at buying me gifts and I suck. He always gets something full of thought and love, NOT ME!
'Here baby. Its a card that I signed and stuck a couple twenties in'
How thoughtful!?!?!?
Anyways, I was thinking about how great he is! I'm a spoiled brat. I was NEVER really spoiled untill him. He amazing and He can always mke me smile. There could never be anyone elts to make me feel that way. I don't know where I'd be with out him. He's my best friend.
My dad sometimes forgets his roll. But he's great you gotta love him. He's not alway a father figure but he lives for us. He works to take care of us.
(nothing against mom)
When mom left my dad had alot of responsibility on his hands. He did always do everything right. But he's done everything to the best of his ability. He trys so hard. He loves us whole heartedly.
My mom, even though so far way, tries eaqually hard. My dad's always been the one to make sure things get done, Mom's always the one to be sure we're smileing and haveing fun. When we go to mom's we always have a blast. She always finds a way to make a two bedroom condo, one of the most fun places to be. My mom is a trip. She so funny and tons of fun. She is also one of the most loving people ever. My dad's loves us but not very loving, he doesn't show it so much, my mom does. She's my fun loveing mom.
Mom's girlfriend Audge is great too. She's really fun loving like mom. She has her bad days but she one of the best people you'd ever meet. She always keep us laughing too. The other day I was talk with Cathy (a lezbian I work with) she asked me how I handled my mom leaving my dad. I told her the truth. I hated my mom when it happened, I blamed EVERYTHING on her. Then I got over started going to see her and now Audge is family. I love her just as I do any one else thats family. You can't have to much family, and I've got some of the best additions.
My sister is one of the most giving people. If you know Caitlin you know what I mean. If you need it and she has it to give, it's yours!
My brother is one of the smartest kids you know. Ask him anything. I bet he knows it. He's my little dictionary/calculator. He's really a great kid.
I have some of the best friends too. I hate to say any names b/c i don't want anyone to feel like there favored. But i do want to thank you all for being such great friends starting with:
Chelsea
Tony, Mer
Laura, Timoth
Steph, Kev
Jenny
Berry
EVEN Thomas
You'r all Great! If I forgot you let me know. I just tryed for mostly my real close lj friends, and a few extra but i can't name everyone.