It's getting better

Sep 08, 2005 10:20

Things are really coming together.
And I owe a special thanks to laura, mer, timoth, and tony.
They're the best. I owe you guys one or two, more if you like.
See you guys tomarrow.
Chels and I are planning to hang out we we're going to yesterday
but I never saw her and she didn't call me.
Maybe I should have called her to see if everything was ok.
But since I've realized the things that were going on inside of me
I desided to stay busy. And yesterday was one of the busiest days ever!
My daddy actually invited me to play poker with him and his poker buddys.
(Strang that I played poker with them WAY before he did) But when I walk
in dad introduces me to all these people I've already met.
Anyways, I won so I got a few bucks out of that,
so I should be able to afford everything I want for Jon. YES!!!

So as far as hanging out with Chelsea goes she really wanted to hang out the day before
which made me feel like she still cared. (honestly I didn't think she did)
But I already asked dad about going out and he said I needed to stay with bj.
Thats always a kick in the ass. I hate playing mommy. I also didn't have a ride and
I didn't want to ride with the person she offered to pick me up. That would have just made me feel uncomfortable. I like that person ok but I just don't want to hang out with her to often.

But I think everythings coming together. Slowly but surely!
And Jon's party is actually being pushed back we're talking about sunday.
So If your interested let us know.
Not sure yet what we're doing, but it should be fun.

Well love to all of you,
Chandra
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