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Lately, I feel so stupid.
I feel like I'm never going to amount to anything.
I know I'm not a complete idiot.
I'm definitely smart in certain areas & pretty street-smart.
But school for me lately has just been awful.
Everything seems so foreign to me.
I feel like all my teachers think I'm a dumbass.
& people's perceptions of me mean alot to me.
I try, but from being behind since the begining, I'm fucked.
It's not my fault that I got some stupid fucking diease.
My teachers seem to think I just don't like going to school.
Sorry that I'm at the hospital or so sick that I can barely even breathe when I'm not in.
& I'm sorry that worrying & crying is part of my everyday life.
I feel like I'm never going to amount to anything.
I know I'm not a complete idiot.
I'm definitely smart in certain areas & pretty street-smart.
But school for me lately has just been awful.
Everything seems so foreign to me.
I feel like all my teachers think I'm a dumbass.
& people's perceptions of me mean alot to me.
I try, but from being behind since the begining, I'm fucked.
It's not my fault that I got some stupid fucking diease.
My teachers seem to think I just don't like going to school.
Sorry that I'm at the hospital or so sick that I can barely even breathe when I'm not in.
& I'm sorry that worrying & crying is part of my everyday life.